pining

how i miss royal china, mitsukoshi, kiku, four seasons, gold mine, japan center, arigato, arang, patisserie valerie, cafe concerto, that corner shop near soas, and the rest. :'(

i want the crispy aromatic duck, ika uni, beef teriyaki, 烧鸭饭，水蒸蛋，gyu don, ox tongue and raw beef, tirasmisu, chocolate mousse, 牛腩饭.... carbonara.. chicken and mushroom pie.. 羊肉串... the list goes on and on...

tapao? anyone?

extra number

i have in my possession and subscription an extra mobile number.. have no idea what to do with it.. it's basically RM30 monthly lying idle. ugh~ wasteful wasteful wasteful

guess what.. i'm applying for jobs all over again. and as usual, it's a bitch. with every additional job applied, my self-esteem drop a lil. it's an inverse relation. marginal in characteristic. another ugh~

i can't help to think currently my 'unhealthy', complex relationships are getting complicated.. slowly it causing quite a bit of confusion and misunderstanding. whilst that, i have to hold my tongue to avoid awkward situation to my real deal. i'm quite confident that the real deal hadn't got the slightest clue on what's goin. and i finally finished my lyric to a song.. a song that's yet to be written. will 'outsource' it to people with the relevant skills. any song that i produce would probably be trash.