cough mixture

i've been high on cough mixture for the past few days. going into work 'high' is not fun. ugh~

not abusing substance, just sick..

a spark

it's been ages since i updated my blog. there wasn't any update before since there wasn't anything happening in my life. let me recall again... nope, nothing.

so i've been working for slightly over a month now. i think my job is menial and my manager doesn't like me very much. i don't think i did anything to offend her or something. due to the fact that i'm sitting in someone else's cubicle, i'm like a part-time operator, "oh, she's on leave. ok bye bye." there's just no thrill in what i do there. i'll gradually lose my 'fire' working there.

it's funny that how you never appreciate what u had until it's gone. i miss certain things but still retain something. i had pasta for dinner in front of my computer. i have 8 pillows again. missing the duvets. missing my studio-like room.

no idea what i'm writing here. that is all.