moving out

so we finally moved out of the house and gave the keys back.. it was a back breaking 4 days to move the stuffs and of course clean the mess up.. we still lost 400quid per person! 

for the clogged sink and the wall in my room.. i didn't know about the wall.. apparently water is sipping through from the bathroom.. ugh~ how was i suppose to know... 

so be that as it may... i'd have no dig another 400 for the new computer that i need badly..  

3rd day on the couch.. hah.. nobody else is allowed to use the couch now.. i feel like a troll.. instead of a bridge, i don't allow anybody to use the couch.. hah~ 

advice

do i have the right to terminate a human life? though it's indirectly.. it's still partly due to my advice.. i believe in personal choices and a rational decision.. on the other hand it seems to be pretty cruel... i have no idea of what to make of it... 

why don't people come chat with me when they're happy or have some happy issues to share with me but come to me when they're in bits and pieces? 

it's not that i'm not willing to help.. i'm more than happy to offer a helping hand.. but it's quite sickening at times... 

心事和心意

幽人归独卧， 滞虑洗孤清，
持此谢高鸟， 因之传远情。
日夕怀空意， 人谁感至精？
飞沈理自隔， 何所慰吾诚？
-张九龄

有啥人懂我心事和心意？

my second date with a hostess

hahaha.. the title may be misleading..

anyway, eshen was on her second trip to the uk.. her layover for this trip is much shorter than the last one.. despite that fact, we managed to squeeze a few drinks before her '12 hour' period.. she was kinda conned into thinking it was 24 hours for the last trip.. haha.. 

my voyage there took about two bloody hours..ugh~   but was there on time, in fact, a lil early.. had to carry quite a bit of stuffs for her to help me carry it back to m'sia.. carrying 3 bottles of body wash, 6 boxes of tea, 2 tins of cookies, and 4 bottles of lotion, can be very tiring.. *ps- thank you for helping me.. very sweet of her.. haha..

that's that.. had some cava rose before we set off for uxbridge.. the bus took about 20mins to half an hour.. we walked around pavillion and the chimes for a while before she complained that she was hungry.. poor gal only had an omelette for the whole day.. so we search for some restaurant near by and found nandos.. had half a chicken and 2 sides before she ordered another half a chicken.. i couldn't finish my bit so we had to take it away with us.. 

went for a drink in a pub.. three tuns... had a pint of stella each... i was checked for id again.. damn.. lucky she brought her passport along with her.. head back to the hotel after that... 

ordered room service.. and went to bed.. ate before that... 

the next morning was painful for me.. had to get up at 6am.. AM !

well, she was up like an hour and a half before that.. she had to checkout by 6.30 see.. sat at the lobby with her till her pick up.. so i went to get a bus home at 7.. bloody missed the bus and had to wait for another 15 minutes.. i had not waited for a bus at such hours in a long long time... reminded me so much about croydon.. 

got home at about 9.. everybody going to canary wharf is for work while i'm going home.. hah...