Monday, March 30, 2009

bombard

i've just bombarded a few firms with my applications... and i have a feeling in a weeks' time, they're going to retaliate by bombarding me with rejection letters... hahaha
so used to it that it's funny now... sigh...
why in the world am i so useless... and nothing is helping... argh... 
sometimes you just wish you're dead.. then you'll have nothing to worry.. just sleep 24/7 for eternity... 

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

why did i not thought of this before?
make friends with air host or hostess, and get them to bring ciggy in for us.. hahahaha..

cy's concert was quite good last night.. alasdair's performance was brilliant i would say.. although the viola concerto was not exactly perfect.. can hear a few minor errors.. i suspect it to be somewhat of a technical one.. the piece on carmen was fun and i enjoyed the pirates of the caribbean theme... during that piece, i recalled the scene where jack sparrow and william turner tried to steal the interceptor while leading james norrington to believe they were trying to get the black pearl moving... and of course there's the scene with jack on the wheel.. and also his sinking ship.. hilarious.. anyway, it was fun...
and a flute player caught my eyes.. haha.. much to the dismay of as and jr.. i find her quite hot and cute at the same time.. such a shame that i'd probably never see her again.. she's a freshman and i'm finishing my 3rd year.. probably going to be kicked out of this country soon.. sigh... 

Sunday, March 22, 2009

对不起

昨晚再醉。 但我没醉,喝不多因为我得开车。我朋友昨晚醉了后头还哭。他都可以说是个可怜人。他小时候父亲就不在世上了。他很想念他得父亲。他母亲呢,是个很忙的人,总是没什么时间陪他。我看得出他很不开心。这样的事情我都不懂怎样来安慰他。
还有,我没想到我会遇个好男人。我早就认为世界上的好人已经绝种了。他人真的是太好,太伟大了。他那种的伟大我真的佩服。能为了女人流泪。我说的当然不是为了小事情。世界真的什么人都有。不死都没用得也有。
过了昨晚,我在这想,怎样才能做个好人?太无奈了。有些的,戏是真,情是假 ,也有,戏是假,情是真。搞笑的是戏是假,情也是假。快绝种的是戏是真,情也是真。根本没法子去分哪是哪。我最遗憾得是戏是假,情是真,也是最多地。我都希望有真情真戏,但我无法办到。有时我糊涂到分不清楚哪是真哪是假。例子,如果亿安是冼洄,那就可以戏真情真。还一个问题是应该说如果亿安是冼洄还是如果冼洄是亿安?一个得戏真,情假,和一个戏假,情真。无法让戏真,情真。
我真得对不起你们。

Saturday, March 21, 2009

垃圾


昨晚我喝醉了。但没到家之前,没人知道我醉。都是还好,还会回家。哈哈哈。
本来没想到要喝酒的,整桌都喝我也跟着喝。都是自己没用。喝点就醉了。

现在我肯定全家抽烟了。我公公的孙子全都有抽烟,除了我俩个弟。哈哈哈。

其实我很不开心。不懂怎样说。

Thursday, March 19, 2009

i have better things to do but i'm doing this

Tag 25 people

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
of course not... i'm named after myself...

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
can't really remember... 

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
i love it... but others hate it... just because they can't read it

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
beef... anytime of the day

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
nope... would never want them... they're noisy, annoying, and very demanding..

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
why not... i'm fun... well, at least i think so...

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
rarely... just straight to the point... but they sound sarcastic anyway...

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
yup... my mum won't let me remove them..

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
i'm too old for that...

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
rice krispies.. been eating them since 4 years ago...

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
hah... the last thing i'll ever do...

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
monopoly? i rarely play board games..

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
baileys from haagen daz.. nono... must be green tea ice cream.. but it's really difficult to get a decent one...

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
whole package... skimming up and down... hehee

15. RED OR PINK?
red... love red underwears

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
laziness... i'm a champion of it...

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
i must say... i'm not telling...

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
who's everyone?

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
blue shorts and barefoot...

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
my inner voice telling me to do something more useful...

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE
why would i want to be a crayon... being a bra or lamppost beasts it at any day... 

23. FAVOURITE SMELL?
rose essences.. ahh~~~

24. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
last night with ew...

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
i can't say no... but i never intend to say no anyway...

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
martial arts... where people do get hurt... muay thai and wushu... though nobody really gets hurt in wushu.... no wait... they do... i did... and my friends had stitches...

27. HAIR COLOR?
black... thinking of dying them red...

28. EYE COLOR?
brown... i wish it was green..

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
when i need to... like during competitions and going snorkeling.. though i don't do competitions anymore.... 

30. FAVORITE FOOD?
steak... 

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
neither... prefer something with more conflicts and twists...

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
marley and me... decent movie with a rubbish story line..

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
black... fake lacoste... hahaha....

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer... i hate winter...

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
is sex an option?

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
don't get the question..

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
this one as well...

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
dombey and sons..

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
i can't remember when was the last time use a mouse... oh, aikseng's place and school computers... both don't have mouse pad as well... mouse are endangered species now... need to do more to conserve them...

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
don't watch tv these days...

42. FAVORITE SOUND(S).
haven't got one but i hate screeching sounds...

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
beatles... haha

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
hmm.. here?

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
hahaha... not particularly proud of... but i suppose you can call it a talent...

46 WHERE WERE U BORN?
what's this? trying to get my credit card details?

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
i didn't ask any questions so not expecting to get anything back...

48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
haven't met any yet... still looking forward to it...

49. WHAT KIND OF PET WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE?
dogs and snakes... beautiful creatures... 

50. WHICH COUNTRY WOULD YOU LIKE TO VISIT?
none in particular... though there are a few islands on my list...



Tuesday, March 17, 2009

drooling saliva


i saw my coursemate's underwear just now... blueish grey... no lace... hehehe... she was trying to sit on the floor and her arse just gave way... she not fat anyway... she is... above average look... today is the last class for the 2nd term and it's the day that i learned her name... i ought to try to make more friends... 

shall talk more.. meant write... about something else rather than underwear... otherwise i might sound like a pervert... u do realised when  said i saw her underwear... it's not just seeing the top bit on her waist yea... it's right down on her crotch...

anyway, i'm cooking tea eggs now... have to wait another 2 hours before it's ready... i can't wait... i think they'll only last a day... 2 days at most... and i highly doubt that... only 15... not many... smells really good now... ahhh~~
and i had 2 steaks today.... cows are just brilliant... their muscles are just so juicy and delicious... i've done mine extra rare today... muscles and blood of joy... i honestly think my steak is as good as those in restaurants if not better... ahhh~~

i am very very tempted to ask my cousin, "are you gay?"
but i think i shan't..

Sunday, March 15, 2009

胡思乱想

我果然坐在这胡思乱想。想些没可能的事情。世界上还有什么人可以比我无聊。有时候真的很糊涂和无奈的过日子。想一想,我一生好象没做过什么好事。二十二岁了还没有什么成果。如果这还不是失败,那我就不懂了。有课不上,有作业不做,有脑不用,有时间不好好用。后头得的是两个字,无赖。人又老又没钱。幸好没老婆,如果有老婆一定走路了。前途都差不多快没了。
学院没完已经想好要去那玩。有点没药求。


说别样了,这手歌好听。

Saturday, March 14, 2009

you're beautiful

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,



i saw a pretty girl on the tube the other day... sigh... 


Thursday, March 12, 2009

economics...

this is an economist's alphabets list...

A - ad valorem 
B - balance of payment
C - ceteris paribus 
D - demand
E - equilibrium 
F - foreign trade 
G - government
H - hayek
I - investment
J - jorgenson model
K - kalecki 
L - laissez-faire
M - monetarist 
N - neo-classical 
O - oligopoly 
P - pareto efficiency 
Q - quota
R - rate of return 
S - saving
T - tax
U - unemployment 
V - velocity of circulation 
W - wages
X - X-efficiency 
Y - yield 
Z - zero sum game 

 

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

learn alphabets...

forget about A for apple, B for boy, C for cat, and etc.

new generation should learn something more useful instead of some rubbish to dumb down their minds. it's not healthy. and i strongly believe that barney and teletubbies are hazardous to the health of a child. another dream of mine is to eradicate these appalling characters. 
anyway, back to what i was saying...
let me introduce my alphabets charts...

A - artery 
B - brain
C - cadaver 
D - DNA
E - endocrine 
F - femur 
G - glands 
H - hypothalamus 
I - intestines
J - jintropin 
K - kidney
L - liver
M - mandible 
N - nasal
O - oxytocin 
P - prostate 
Q - quadratus lumborum muscle 
R - retina 
S - spine
T - tumour
U - uterus 
V - vasectomy 
W - weed
X - xerophthalmia 
Y - yellow fever
Z - zymogen 

this is more of a medical list.... composing this list is not as easy as it looks

Friday, March 06, 2009

nothing goes right

okay... i did to make it to my 9am class today, due to faults that are completely none of my own! despite the freezing weather this morning, i got up and got to the station on time. my mate drove me there, otherwise it is impossible because the buses are always full when they reach my bus stop. we had to wait in the car a little while seeing that there is no way to look out of the window - too cold, layer of frost, tried to use water and wiper, water in tank frozen. that was the first part of the fiasco.

by the way, it is suppose to be SPRING now.

everything was going smoothly until i waited for the train. the announcement was there were engineering work between willenden green and stanmore which will cause 'minor' delays on the rest of the jubilee line. after waiting for 5 minutes, the sardine can arrive. hopped up and on the way we go. apart from a lil packed, everything else was alright, as in the trains are running normally. until it reached southwark. got stucked there for 15-20 minutes. all the passengers on the train with me were to leave the train in this station due to a defect. the conductor said it was like some smell coming from the carriages some where in the middle. thus, everyone got off and waited for the next train. arriving late and full. only 2 person at my door managed to squeeze in. then there the second train coming in. alas, it was full as well.

so i gave up. stormed out the station and hitched a bus to another campus meaning i skipped the 9am class. it was lucky that i know the buses around london or otherwise i would be stuck there.


what a terrible morning.

got a sandwich, bloody broad daylight robbery! £2.30 for a prawn mayo sandwich. it is as expensive as m&s but far away in terms of quality. and i'm still hungry.

Thursday, March 05, 2009

heaven.... like





i personally don't believe in heaven. though, i do believe in heaven look-a-like. well, at least as portrayed in the square boxes that we call tv. 

these pictures were taken a while ago. remember when i mentioned snake pass? yup.. these are the picture. was sad that we hadn't got proper camera with us. sigh..


Wednesday, March 04, 2009

procrastination

i've been procrastinating too much. so much to do with so little time. sigh...
i ought to coordinate myself better. 3 essays and 1 test in one week's time. i hope that i will get out of this mess alive. plus a presentation for friday, more of a hate speech if you know what i mean. apart from that i have a few tasks on hand as well.

shall go have myself a treat and off to bed.

Monday, March 02, 2009

relax

go get yourself a couple of tea light candle to burn some essential oils... caution- do not burn down own house.. 
then.....

sit back and relax....

or take a bath would be nice...

just play the music on my page