agonising

this is agonisingly painful... ugh~

i cannot find the right translation for this.. well kinda, this is a translation of a chinese poem.. now i'm wanting to find the original chinese poem from this translated piece.. 

I saw her with a flower in her hair

With lips uncarmined though they seemed so red.

Once before, I met her, then today again

And thought she loved me, though I could not see the love.

She may give herself to me, but it is not likely

She may reject me, but I do not think she will.

When can we meet? When is the time for meeting?

I think of her although I cannot see her

And when I've seen her, think of her again. 

help anybody? the translation is flawed and funny.. the word uncarmined.. i think it's suppose to be 'not carmine'.. but can kinda get the meaning.. 

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just had a 13 hours sleep.. first time in a while now without staying up for long hours.. literally all i do is eat and sleep.. now i feel like a total unemployed useless arse hole.. like those stereotypes u see on tv.. my days now are governed by cigarettes and beers in a different manner.. it's similar to my second year uni without the thrill of having essay deadlines.. not exactly thrill, but i suppose u'll get what i mean.. my 2 year long worries finally came true.. how's that, i CAN predict the future.. 

anyway, i finally found the books that i've been wanting.. the whole 4 volumes of the golden lotus.. cost me about 10quid which i thought was a very good price.. 

bruno

i watched bruno two days ago with jia, cying, and alasdair in kensington. the movie was not too bad.. lots of toilet humour.. okay, it's totally toilet humour with an austrian accent.. and partly gay porn.. . hahaha.. one part that i remember is him calling osama, King Osama, and he looks like a dirty wizard or a homeless santa clause.. i have to say it's much better than borat.. 

quote: borat was so 2006.. 

oh yea, i bought my student ticket with an expired student card.. hahaha.. and it's orange wednesday! and yea.. my student card is expired.. now that there is no more worries about essays due and exams, i can erase those two subjects from my life.. anyway, i am full of shame while i look ballooned with pride.. sigh~ 

but i'm looking forward to next week to watch ice age 3 in 3d.. 

more recent rejection letter... sigh~

Dear LiAi, 

Thank you for your interest in Citi. 

Due to the large number of inquiries that we receive from highly qualified applicants, our selection process is a competitive one. Although your skills and experience are strong, we regret that we are not able to proceed with your application and we are unable to provide any further feedback at this stage in the process. 

We wish you the best of luck in finding the career opportunity you desire. Thank you for your interest in Citi. 

Yours sincerely, 

Citi Graduate Recruitment 
--- 
Citigroup Global Markets Limited 
Registered in England with number 1763297 Registered office: Citigroup Centre, Canada Square, London E14 5LB Authorised and regulated by the Financial Services Authority 

kipas

bongok.. i nak yang 80 ringgit sebatang, habih belikan yang 5 ringgit sebatang.. pas tu belikan 2 yang 5 ringgit.. nak buat apa?!!

beli yang 5 ringgit untuk buat sampah aje.. tiada gunanya.. aih~

kualiti tak sama tau.. kuantiti banyak tak guna.. kenapa orang masih tak paham? teruk punya orang.. geram la.. belikan i sampah... makin pikir makin geram.. cibai la..