Steamboat went wrong

i am just so appalled at myself. shame and disgust of myself.. my horrid cooking and terrible choice of wain. the only thing right was the whisky and ice cream.. how could i forgive myself for this disaster? i suppose my friends were nice enough to say the food was "ok"... it's still an atrocious meal. if i wear a restaurant, i won't come back myself.

i did a tomyam soup for steamboat. the soup was over sour with a bitter taste. due to the lime.. and the chilli was, shall we say just for deco?
prawn from tesco was not fresh... other ingredients were fine though... they were from cold storage. i trust the pork was good, chicken was fine, and so on... who says money can't buy satisfaction? hah...
the wain... i thought it was adequate... so did n3.. the others didn't quite agree with the wain. sad~
conclusion, my steamboat was a disaster ! my cooking skill must have diminished significantly since you know when. i can't cook as i used to.. damn...

we did have haagen daz ice cream.. which i think it's agreeable that it's good... after all it's HAAGEN DAZS. had cappuccino truffle and summer berries and cream. obviously the summer berriers and cream aren't meant for me. gold label is always the best choice. you cannot go wrong with it.. trust me.. haha..

end of the day, guess what... i'm drunk. again... i suck.. haha...
when i sober up, n2 was sweet enough to go dinner with me.. she didn't had anything as she was still full and just sat to watch me gobble my food down.

might be seeing a friend off tomorrow morning. i'm not sure whether they were just joking or it will just be awkward if only i turn up to see her off. shall confirm with them in a while..