心事和心意

幽人归独卧， 滞虑洗孤清，
持此谢高鸟， 因之传远情。
日夕怀空意， 人谁感至精？
飞沈理自隔， 何所慰吾诚？
-张九龄

有啥人懂我心事和心意？

my second date with a hostess

hahaha.. the title may be misleading..

anyway, eshen was on her second trip to the uk.. her layover for this trip is much shorter than the last one.. despite that fact, we managed to squeeze a few drinks before her '12 hour' period.. she was kinda conned into thinking it was 24 hours for the last trip.. haha.. 

my voyage there took about two bloody hours..ugh~   but was there on time, in fact, a lil early.. had to carry quite a bit of stuffs for her to help me carry it back to m'sia.. carrying 3 bottles of body wash, 6 boxes of tea, 2 tins of cookies, and 4 bottles of lotion, can be very tiring.. *ps- thank you for helping me.. very sweet of her.. haha..

that's that.. had some cava rose before we set off for uxbridge.. the bus took about 20mins to half an hour.. we walked around pavillion and the chimes for a while before she complained that she was hungry.. poor gal only had an omelette for the whole day.. so we search for some restaurant near by and found nandos.. had half a chicken and 2 sides before she ordered another half a chicken.. i couldn't finish my bit so we had to take it away with us.. 

went for a drink in a pub.. three tuns... had a pint of stella each... i was checked for id again.. damn.. lucky she brought her passport along with her.. head back to the hotel after that... 

ordered room service.. and went to bed.. ate before that... 

the next morning was painful for me.. had to get up at 6am.. AM !

well, she was up like an hour and a half before that.. she had to checkout by 6.30 see.. sat at the lobby with her till her pick up.. so i went to get a bus home at 7.. bloody missed the bus and had to wait for another 15 minutes.. i had not waited for a bus at such hours in a long long time... reminded me so much about croydon.. 

got home at about 9.. everybody going to canary wharf is for work while i'm going home.. hah...

agonising

this is agonisingly painful... ugh~

i cannot find the right translation for this.. well kinda, this is a translation of a chinese poem.. now i'm wanting to find the original chinese poem from this translated piece.. 

I saw her with a flower in her hair

With lips uncarmined though they seemed so red.

Once before, I met her, then today again

And thought she loved me, though I could not see the love.

She may give herself to me, but it is not likely

She may reject me, but I do not think she will.

When can we meet? When is the time for meeting?

I think of her although I cannot see her

And when I've seen her, think of her again. 

help anybody? the translation is flawed and funny.. the word uncarmined.. i think it's suppose to be 'not carmine'.. but can kinda get the meaning.. 

untitled

just had a 13 hours sleep.. first time in a while now without staying up for long hours.. literally all i do is eat and sleep.. now i feel like a total unemployed useless arse hole.. like those stereotypes u see on tv.. my days now are governed by cigarettes and beers in a different manner.. it's similar to my second year uni without the thrill of having essay deadlines.. not exactly thrill, but i suppose u'll get what i mean.. my 2 year long worries finally came true.. how's that, i CAN predict the future.. 

anyway, i finally found the books that i've been wanting.. the whole 4 volumes of the golden lotus.. cost me about 10quid which i thought was a very good price.. 

bruno

i watched bruno two days ago with jia, cying, and alasdair in kensington. the movie was not too bad.. lots of toilet humour.. okay, it's totally toilet humour with an austrian accent.. and partly gay porn.. . hahaha.. one part that i remember is him calling osama, King Osama, and he looks like a dirty wizard or a homeless santa clause.. i have to say it's much better than borat.. 

quote: borat was so 2006.. 

oh yea, i bought my student ticket with an expired student card.. hahaha.. and it's orange wednesday! and yea.. my student card is expired.. now that there is no more worries about essays due and exams, i can erase those two subjects from my life.. anyway, i am full of shame while i look ballooned with pride.. sigh~ 

but i'm looking forward to next week to watch ice age 3 in 3d..