a lil paranoid i guess

it's been a while since my last post. finally i got rid of three papers and still have one more to go... the last paper would be on the 29th of may.. it's such a nuisance that it's so long apart and is blocking my way to early freedom.. 

over the course of period, i have a few issues weighing on the back of my head.. some major and some minor.. i treat them all equally though.. i came to realised that i am troubled by my own demons... i am afraid of the sound of my mobile and scared of my own shadows.. paranoid i suppose.. i keep hearing sounds that nobody made and lucky enough i have not seen any objects which are not to be seen.. 

over the issues, i feel complex emotions that i do not comprehend.. i pun them all in a jar and send then into a game i play on PS3.. although it's not a very good game... morally speaking.. it encourages bribery, stealing, taking over settlements, and so on.. anyhow i enjoy the game..