jaga tepi kain orang buat apa.. biarlah dia terbakar

ini kita namakan anak kera di hutan disusui, anak sendiri mati kebuluran. 

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/1/5/nation/20090105121633&sec=nation

nak pergi tidoq dua belas jam.

karaoke

karaoke on a saturday night... quite fun after i have not been out awhile. after karaoke, it's mahjong until the next sunday morning. i meant afternoon. didn't win much but at least i did not lose money. whilst in the karaoke, met a girl who is an actress. not one famous enough for me to know her but she's quite pretty. but i forgot her name. 

by the way, i went out for karaoke while i was suppose to write my essay. it would have to wait then. 

and i've just gave myself a title, keduli yang maha mulia lagi bergaya maharajah liai. so please you that to address me next time.

kerjasama anda amat dihargai.

arigato.

it pays

it pays to be pretty, cute, and etc. a beautiful person usually have things handed to them more easily hence making life a lot more pleasant. a singer with a prettier face often is more successful than one with a better voice. sigh... we all love pretty faces. in our eye, pretty faces' mistakes are cute, cuit hati <-- i don't remember how to spell. on the other hand, we can find the slightest fault with an ugly face who did nothing wrong. even ning was bias to cute kids in the kindergarten.

fuck, my malay is going down the drain. perhaps for some future posts i should write in malay.

i have 2 days to write up my 3500 words essay. i thought i had more than a week to do it so i am screwed. one would probably wonder what the hell then am i still here writing nonsense. this is what students do generally i suppose. one of my favourite past time when i have work is rearranging my room. though i have not engage this activity in awhile because this year my room is too small. yes, i live in a shoe box. 进房就上床. hahaha. it sounds a lil wrong. jin fang jiu shang chuang literally mean get on the bed as soon as you got into the room. 上床 colloquially mean have sex. get the joke? by the way, tripping over in my room is also a norm.

need to pee. stop writing here.

无赖

这首歌好像在说着我的想当年。要记得是好像，不是整个像。 

“我这种无赖 活大半生还是很失败” 

《无赖》
曲：李峻一

我间中饮醉酒 很喜欢自由 常犯错爱说谎 但总会内疚 

遇过很多的损友 学到贪新厌旧 亦欠过很多女人
怕结婚只会守 三分钟诺言 曾话过要戒烟 但讲了就算
梦与想丢低很远 但对返工厌倦 自小不会打算
* 但是仍 (在地球) 唯独你爱我这废人
出错你都肯去忍 然而谁亦早知不会合衬 偏偏你愿意等
为何还喜欢我 我这种无赖 是话你蠢还是很伟大
在座每位都将我踩 口碑有多坏 但你亦永远不见怪
何必跟我 我这种无赖 活大半生还是很失败
但是你死都不变心 跟我笑着捱 就算坏 我也不忍心
(偷偷作怪) *
没有根的野草 飘忽的命途 谁像你当我宝 什么也做到
旧爱数足一匹布 在这刻写句号 只想跟你终老
Repeat *
还喜欢我 我这种无赖 是话你蠢还是很伟大
在座每位都将我踩 口碑有多坏 但你亦永远不见怪
何必跟我 我这种无赖 活大半生还是很失败
但是你死都不变心 跟我拼命捱 换转别个
也不忍心 偷偷作怪

here's the translation and i said the song kinda reflect a lot

i often get drunk and i like my freedom
i usually make mistakes and lies but i do feel remorse 

i have tons of shit friends(猪朋狗友）and learned to abandon the old when i have a new
i am indebted to a lot of ladies

i'm scared of marriage/responsibilities and never kept my words
i've said i'd quite smoking but they were all words
i've lost my dreams yet i'm fed up with my job
since young i've never knew how to plan

*however you're the only one who still love me though i'm useless(in this world)
you take responsibility for my faults and shortcomings 
though we know we're not meant for each other　

but you're still waiting for a change willingly
　
why do you love a bastard like me
are you stupid or just too saintly 
everybody bashed me and i'm notorious　
But you never seem to care about it
why are you together with a bastard like me
spent half of my life being useless　
but you kept your faith and struggle with me 
i'll never cheat on you no matter how terrible i am　

my life is like the weed without root

only you appreciate me and do everything for me
i had a long string of loves but i'm ending it all
I want to grow old with you

a year full of bullocks

so one year came and went. i was trying to recall what i did through out the past year and i came up with nothing at all. 

it's amazing how i can do nothing at all, 

without gaining anything, 

i wasted the year,

try as i may i could never be useful, 

what i did was all sleep and eat. 

the things that i did, 

was all nonsense and junk, 

smoke and beer was the norm in the days of my year, 

though i'm not dead but there's no difference, i am useless

i say it best

when i did nothing at all

sing it to the tune of nothing at all. ask me if you have any question and if anybody would like to continue the next verse then you're welcomed. though i understand that most of you guys have better things to do. 

sigh. goodbye unproductive year. maybe next year be not as lame as this year.