OMG, highly inappropriate !

upon carrying out a certain investigation, i came to realising what i was thinking is really sick and somewhat rather disgusting. something of what i oppose strongly. oh, what was i thinking?

inappropriate

is it just me or it's quite inappropriate to be receiving a wedding invitation with the bride addressing you "sweetheart"?

haha... well i, for one, know it's nothing. but this might just up some misunderstandings...

at times i just can't believe the misunderstandings that surrounds me. don't get me wrong, i'm used to it. just that it's unbelievable at times. hahaha

stood up

i hate being stood up. all too often. hate it! hate it! HATE IT !!!!! coming to it, i think i'm being stood up at least 3 times a week!!!

i just want a drink.. is that too much to ask?

things don't exist or happens just simply because you believe in them

as much as i like this song, things don't exist or happens just simply because you believe in them.

is this too much to ask for?

it's always about you isn't it? or him, or her, or them... never about me.. i do need some attention! sigh~ i'm not attention seeking, am i? i'm just asking that you, you all, to pay some attention to me sometimes. i may seem like a moral vacuum at times, but it's still not a tight sealed vacuum. i also may look like a devil, but one of my friends clearly pointed out that i'm an UNDERACHIEVING devil. so much for any achievements. HAH !

just appalling. utter disgrace of myself. can't do anything right, can i? ranting on about this isn't going to help anything. it's not going to get the attention that i'm so looking for nor will make things any better. anyway, is it too much to ask? i for one don't think this is too much to ask for.

what more do you want from me?!

weekend - something is bugging me

this weekend was.... hmm... enjoyable and a lil disappointing.

let's start with saturday. was sleeping the whole day until dinner time. had some bad food in butterworth with my honey before coming back to my house for a mini drinking session. with my dear and a difficult lady... she's nice actually. just that she loves to go against me in any way possible.

for sunday, went over to bm for badminton. yes, i went all the way there just for badminton. and food later on. it's somewhat hilarious looking at a pair of husband and wife team up against me and my honey. good laugh. and my shoulder is aching again. damn !

lunch was late. but pretty decent.

took a shower at my friends house and fell asleep until i had to be shooed. tired tired tired.

the disappointing bit - shann shann ffk me for dinner :(

i complained the situation to liet and had a chat.

however, i managed to get a bunch of friends to go dinner with me. well, more of me joining them. had a lot of food. when i say a lot, it's really a lot.

so here i am. about to go to bed. i should be content though something is really bugging me.. tried to shake it off but it just won't go.