the title is self explanatory. there is no need for elaboration. the URL is dairyofanobody. cause i can't get diary. 一不怕果二不怕死
Friday, December 25, 2009
cough mixture
Monday, December 21, 2009
a spark
Sunday, October 04, 2009
back in as
Thursday, October 01, 2009
summary for the past few weeks..
Shann shann arrived in london last week. Me and as picked him up from heathrow. This is the first ever flight that i know of arrives early to heathrow. It's ridiculous. That flight, MH4 to be precise, touched down half an hour early. He actually got out to the arrival hall on the scheduled arrival time. Hence, the poor fella had to wait an hour for us. The last time i took the MH4, i got out 2 hours later than the scheduled time. After that little wait, we went into central london for dinner. Guess what – jap food. I suppose whenever i go out for meals, it's always jap food. After dinner, we brought shann shann to soho. I went soho with a bunch of not adventurous people. Left with no action and a £60 ticket.
The following morning, we got loads of prawns for breakfast. And beers to go with the prawns for breakfast. What a life.
We set for oxford later on. Met up with fuisze and lipeng. Visit the university and had lunch at a jamie oliver's italian restaurant. I have to say, the food was disappointing. My steak was bad and so was as's carbonara. Before as and shann shann head up to nottingham and manchester, he dropped me back to uxbridge. By the way, i made lipeng missed her train and had to get a new ticket.
This trip back to m'sia is the first time i'm using etihad airways. Had to transit in abu dhabi anyway, so i decided to make it a stopover flight to visit shen shen in the desert. A city with nothing to do and few to see. Well i reckon one can shop all day if given the money. The culture in UAE is quite different. Interestingly, it's illegal to watch your car in public. Also, i don't really see women here being oppressed as bad as i thought. Apart from visiting a few malls, i spent my time there accompanying two stewardess watching tvb dramas. AS will understand where i'm going with this. Concerning the weather, it's preposterously hot. I think it was 38 degree on the first day. By the end of the first day, i'm half dead with a dreadful headache. The second day was much better though.
The flight was pleasurable. Partly because u know somebody who distributes the food and drinks onboard. Also i brought along a cup noodle. Dreaded plane food all this while.
Friday, September 11, 2009
moving out
Monday, September 07, 2009
advice
Thursday, September 03, 2009
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
my second date with a hostess
Sunday, August 16, 2009
agonising
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
untitled
Friday, August 07, 2009
bruno
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
more recent rejection letter... sigh~
Thank you for your interest in Citi.
Due to the large number of inquiries that we receive from highly qualified applicants, our selection process is a competitive one. Although your skills and experience are strong, we regret that we are not able to proceed with your application and we are unable to provide any further feedback at this stage in the process.
We wish you the best of luck in finding the career opportunity you desire. Thank you for your interest in Citi.
Yours sincerely,
Citi Graduate Recruitment
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Citigroup Global Markets Limited
Registered in England with number 1763297 Registered office: Citigroup Centre, Canada Square, London E14 5LB Authorised and regulated by the Financial Services Authority
Saturday, August 01, 2009
kipas
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
废物
Monday, July 27, 2009
china trip 09
Friday, July 03, 2009
untitled
Thursday, June 18, 2009
kl
on the first night, when i was about to go to bed, it was time for her to get up for work.. so we kinda take turns to sleep on the bed.. *this bloody keyboard is so terrible - space bar wouldn't work at times...
the free meal was quite lavish - 3 dishes.. had the fried prawn coated with salted egg yoke, steamed cod fish, and steam egg... thinking of it now, it's like grandparents style food.. but it was not too bad.. can't complain...
oh yea, poor fella had to work till 2am on the second night..
during the day, i felt like my wings were clipped and i'm stuck.. cannot really move anywhere without a car in kl..
okay.. no time.. run
Sunday, June 14, 2009
my days in alor setar and penang
Sunday, June 07, 2009
Monday, June 01, 2009
saturday and sunday
Friday, May 29, 2009
finished exam
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
british weather
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
last paper
Monday, May 25, 2009
Sunday, May 24, 2009
junk tv
Thursday, May 21, 2009
dinner with jia jia
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
ugh~
Monday, May 18, 2009
zhongwen
Saturday, May 16, 2009
London
and its morals aren't worth what a pig could spit
and it goes by the name of London.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
bodoh.. say so much rubbish.. it's more hurtful
Dear Ms. Lim,
Thank you for your recent expression of an interest in a position with The Boston Consulting Group.
Your resume is clearly wide ranging and impressive, and we are pleased that you considered us in exploring career opportunities. As requested, your details have been reviewed by the local recruiting team. After discussing your application with our recruiting committee, I am sorry to inform you that we have decided not to take your application further.
Once again, thank you for your interest in The Boston Consulting Group, and we wish you success in finding a challenging and rewarding position.
Warm Regards,
MaryAnn
they could have just say NO, rather than all this rubbish.. #$#$@#&$*$!!
a lil paranoid i guess
Monday, May 04, 2009
Saturday, May 02, 2009
Thursday, April 30, 2009
car and carcass
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
lekeh
Monday, April 27, 2009
3rd day of bbq
Saturday, April 25, 2009
barbecue
Thursday, April 23, 2009
sweeney todd
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
chinese exam tomorrow
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
another 2 tulips
Saturday, April 18, 2009
terrorist
Friday, April 17, 2009
命硬
他反对就反对
亦都跟你爱下去
犹如在大战炮火里
毫无惧色冲过去
谁狂怒谁拦路
谁话我共谁不登对
无能力与霸权比赛
还是可比他多老几岁
二百年后在一起
应该不怕旁人不服气
团圆或者晚了廿个十年
仍然未舍弃
换个时代在一起
等荆棘满途全枯死
这盼望很悠长
亦决心等到尾
等得起
先殉了情不对
未反击过已后退
宁凭着耐性与骨气
维持自尊撑过去
谁强韧谁长寿
谁便算胜利击不碎
仍然共你企在这里
捱着等身边指控死去
谁人又可控诉廿个十年
撑到尾
就算贫病或失忆
都争口气从旁保护你
顽强地等再过廿个十年
等整个世界换风气
历劫还是在一起
这种坚决无人可比
看战事多悠长
亦决心打到尾
心不死
Thursday, April 16, 2009
fucked up
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
富不过三代
Monday, April 13, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
pervert
Your just little perverted but its not enough to consider yourself a pervert.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
lost
Thursday, April 09, 2009
a date with an air stewardess
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
taken hostage
Monday, April 06, 2009
a nation
Sunday, April 05, 2009
standby mode
Thursday, April 02, 2009
i fucking need to study!!!
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
GERAM
Monday, March 30, 2009
bombard
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
对不起
Saturday, March 21, 2009
垃圾
Thursday, March 19, 2009
i have better things to do but i'm doing this
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
of course not... i'm named after myself...
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
can't really remember...
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
i love it... but others hate it... just because they can't read it
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
beef... anytime of the day
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
nope... would never want them... they're noisy, annoying, and very demanding..
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
why not... i'm fun... well, at least i think so...
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
rarely... just straight to the point... but they sound sarcastic anyway...
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
yup... my mum won't let me remove them..
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
i'm too old for that...
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
rice krispies.. been eating them since 4 years ago...
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
hah... the last thing i'll ever do...
12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
monopoly? i rarely play board games..
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
baileys from haagen daz.. nono... must be green tea ice cream.. but it's really difficult to get a decent one...
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
whole package... skimming up and down... hehee
15. RED OR PINK?
red... love red underwears
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
laziness... i'm a champion of it...
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
who's everyone?
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
blue shorts and barefoot...
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
my inner voice telling me to do something more useful...
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE
why would i want to be a crayon... being a bra or lamppost beasts it at any day...
23. FAVOURITE SMELL?
rose essences.. ahh~~~
24. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
last night with ew...
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
i can't say no... but i never intend to say no anyway...
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
martial arts... where people do get hurt... muay thai and wushu... though nobody really gets hurt in wushu.... no wait... they do... i did... and my friends had stitches...
27. HAIR COLOR?
black... thinking of dying them red...
28. EYE COLOR?
brown... i wish it was green..
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
when i need to... like during competitions and going snorkeling.. though i don't do competitions anymore....
30. FAVORITE FOOD?
steak...
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
neither... prefer something with more conflicts and twists...
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
marley and me... decent movie with a rubbish story line..
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
black... fake lacoste... hahaha....
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer... i hate winter...
35. HUGS OR KISSES?
is sex an option?
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
don't get the question..
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
this one as well...
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
dombey and sons..
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
i can't remember when was the last time use a mouse... oh, aikseng's place and school computers... both don't have mouse pad as well... mouse are endangered species now... need to do more to conserve them...
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
don't watch tv these days...
42. FAVORITE SOUND(S).
haven't got one but i hate screeching sounds...
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
beatles... haha
44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
hmm.. here?
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
hahaha... not particularly proud of... but i suppose you can call it a talent...
46 WHERE WERE U BORN?
what's this? trying to get my credit card details?
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
i didn't ask any questions so not expecting to get anything back...
48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
haven't met any yet... still looking forward to it...
49. WHAT KIND OF PET WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE?
dogs and snakes... beautiful creatures...
50. WHICH COUNTRY WOULD YOU LIKE TO VISIT?
none in particular... though there are a few islands on my list...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
drooling saliva
Sunday, March 15, 2009
胡思乱想
Saturday, March 14, 2009
you're beautiful
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
Thursday, March 12, 2009
economics...
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
learn alphabets...
Friday, March 06, 2009
nothing goes right
by the way, it is suppose to be SPRING now.
everything was going smoothly until i waited for the train. the announcement was there were engineering work between willenden green and stanmore which will cause 'minor' delays on the rest of the jubilee line. after waiting for 5 minutes, the sardine can arrive. hopped up and on the way we go. apart from a lil packed, everything else was alright, as in the trains are running normally. until it reached southwark. got stucked there for 15-20 minutes. all the passengers on the train with me were to leave the train in this station due to a defect. the conductor said it was like some smell coming from the carriages some where in the middle. thus, everyone got off and waited for the next train. arriving late and full. only 2 person at my door managed to squeeze in. then there the second train coming in. alas, it was full as well.
so i gave up. stormed out the station and hitched a bus to another campus meaning i skipped the 9am class. it was lucky that i know the buses around london or otherwise i would be stuck there.
what a terrible morning.
got a sandwich, bloody broad daylight robbery! £2.30 for a prawn mayo sandwich. it is as expensive as m&s but far away in terms of quality. and i'm still hungry.
Thursday, March 05, 2009
heaven.... like
i personally don't believe in heaven. though, i do believe in heaven look-a-like. well, at least as portrayed in the square boxes that we call tv.
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
procrastination
i ought to coordinate myself better. 3 essays and 1 test in one week's time. i hope that i will get out of this mess alive. plus a presentation for friday, more of a hate speech if you know what i mean. apart from that i have a few tasks on hand as well.
shall go have myself a treat and off to bed.
Monday, March 02, 2009
relax
Monday, February 23, 2009
at awe

this piece looked like a bunch of rusty old bells. let me tell you, it's more than a bunch of rusty old bells.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
road not taken
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
Friday, February 20, 2009
wasting my life away
002. Nickname(s)→
003. Zodiac sign →
004. Male or female →
005. Elementary →
006. Middle School →
007. High School →
008. Hair color →
009. Long or short →
010. Loud or Quiet →
011. Sweats or Jeans → shorts and boxers
012. Phone or Camera → i'm too poor to own a camera
013. Health freak → i laugh at the face of health.. you'll love my secret recipe char tang hun with 3 types of oil amongst it's ingredient
014. Drink or Smoke? → do i really have to choose?
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → tonnes.. 花心
016. Eat or Drink → i stuff myself like a pig and i drink like a camel
017. Piercings → boring onces
018. Tattoos → thinking about it
019. Been in an airplane→ unfortunately... hate flying..
020. Been in a relationship → at this age who hasn't?
021. Been in a car accident → minor ones...
022. Been in a fist fight → a little, yes...
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → very young actually
024. First best friend → none in particular
025. First award → hmm... anyone willingly remind me of any?
026. First crush → i believe it shan't be reveal here...
027. First relationship → shan't reveal as well...
028. First big vacation → i have no memory of it...
LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → my flatmates...
030. Last person you texted → let me think... my phone is dumb and i don't really have much friends... 300 free text to waste..
031. Last person you watched a movie with → aikseng
032. Last food you ate → cereal... kind of a staple food...
033. Last movie you watched → you really want to know? okay, it's 金瓶梅。yes, i watch sam kap pien.. 三级片。
034. Last song you listened to → way back into love..
035. Last thing you bought → prawns...
036. Last person you hugged → my flatmate... she was crying... homesick..
FAVES:
037. Food → anything unhealthy.. oily and fatty food... beef... OMG, i love beef.. plus high cholesterol food... squid, prawn head, shell fishes.. koay teow kerang.. kari pui... shall stop here as i live to eat...
038. Drinks → coffee and tea but they're specific.. starbucks coffees are overrated.. they're not really that good... in fact i think they're quite rubbish... tea, fortnum and mason, tiada tandingan..
039. Clothing → i have to say... old clothes are the best.. and shorts.. i love running around with shorts...
040. Flower → roses... traditional, yes..
041. Book → i read funny books... terry pratchett is good.. i'm waiting to get my hands on the fairy book collection... very expensive though...
042. Colors → rainbow colours...
043. Movies → hanibal series..
044. Subjects → i'm awful at everything...
IN 2008... I
045. [x] kissed someone
046. [ ] celebrated Halloween
047. [ ] had your heart broken
048. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
049. [x] questioned someone's sexual orientation ~ more of a confirmation question
050. [ ] came out of the closet
051. [ ] gotten pregnant
052. [ ] had an abortion
053. [ ]done something you've regretted
054. [ ] broke a promise
055. [ ] hid a secret
056. [ ] pretended to be happy
057. [ ] met someone who changed your life
058. [x] pretended to be sick
059. [x] left the country
060. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
061. [ ] cried over the silliest thing
062. [ ] ran a mile
063. [x] went to the beach with your best friend(s) ~ love them
064. [ ] got into an argument with your friends
065. [ ] hated someone
066. [ ] lived on the edge
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → cereal... i told you it was staple...
068. Drinking → water... i told you i drink like a camel
069. I'm about to → fart... ahh... done...
070. Plans for today → no idea...
071. Waiting for → opportunities...
YOUR FUTURE:
072. Want kids? → what for? the world is overpopulated as it is...
073. Want to get married? → doubt so
074. Careers in mind → blank... but i'm looking forward to retirement..
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
075. Lips or eyes → i need a whole face to tell... there is no point of having a pair of dreamy eyes with a face like a... like a... what is the ugliest thing in the world?
076. Shorter or taller? → hmm... relative to my own height... it's much of a dilemma.
077. Romantic or spontaneous → don't really care for this..
078. Nice stomach or nice arms → i want a whole full set..
079. Sensitive or loud → what loud are we talking about here?
080. Hook-up or relationship → hahahaha.... i have issues with both...
081. Trouble-maker or hesitant -> both are not good qualities, no?
HAVE YOU EVER:
082. Lost glasses/contacts → nope...
083. Ran away from home → don't need to... and how do i live without the support from home? yes, i still live under my parents' armpits.
084. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → no... but i'm trained to use a gun as well as knifes..
085. Killed somebody → literally or figuratively?
086. Broken someone's heart → i'm not obligated to answer this question..
087. Lost a friend → yes.. a couple of them pass away..
088. Cried when someone died → nope... they weren't really that close.. *i sounded a lil cold huh?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → used to... diminishing by the minute... a person can only take so much disappointments...
090. Miracles → c'mon... we don't live in fairy tales..
091. Love at first sight → again, fairy tales are just stories..
092. Heaven → no...
093. Santa Claus → c'mon... why not believe in tooth fairy then...
094. Sex on the first date - why not?
095. Kiss on the first date → what a stupid question..
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
096. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → unfortunately yes..
097. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → hah... i wish... but nothing can be further from the truth... don't know how am i suppose to get out of this mess alive.
098. Do you believe in God → yes.. because i am GOD...
099. Have you ever wished you can become someone else? - not really.. not that i love being myself too much... just i haven't met anybody that i want to be...
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.- to be honest... i don't have 10 friends for me to tag..
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
day of joys and some not so joyful events
Monday, February 16, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
pregnant woman
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
ning gave me a game to play !!! whee
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books. - surprised huh? though haven't got the time to finish them. ps-they're expensive.
I've tried marijuana.
I love playing video games.
I have been in a threesome.- will give that a thought
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I curse sometimes.- somewhat an understatement.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I use to carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart. Ya, so I don have to spend so much time studying for this sem
I've broken someone's bones.- just caused someone's ankle to sprain
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.- pessimist drown in a half empty pool while optimist drone in a half filled pool. see a difference?
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.- hehehe
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I enjoy talking on the phone. - it's a necessity, and i don't enjoy them
I have pecked someone of the same sex.- i kissed ning before !!! i think i did
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I enjoy window shopping.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop then eat. Eating trumps shopping! < agree with ning
I don't hate anyone.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I have changed a diaper before.
I want to have children in the future.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn. - knowledge only meant complicity with guilt, ignorance has a certain dignity.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I have tried alcohol before.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.-i rarely tie them
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I have jumped off a bridge.- thrown into the sea count?
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.- in creating eerie noisy and annoying people
I plan on achieving a dream/goal.
I hate office jobs.
I worked at McDonald's.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.-who doesn't?
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.- don't know why i did it, but i just do them
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I usually like covers than originals.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.- never attempt any
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I talk in my sleep.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.